2013: Love Literally Conquered All

Once again, a new year is about to begin. Out with 2013, in with 2014. Each year definitely has its ups and downs but 2013 had some gray areas in between. Some were crystal clear, yet some were just too hazy to define. 

It was a year of both the discovered and the undiscovered. 

I'm grateful for a lot about this year, especially with the new challenges and responsibilities given to me at work, the travels and moments with friends and family, the continuing success in my Masters, the gifts I have given and received, and most importantly, the gift of loving and being loved in return. 

There are some wishes that were not fulfilled this year, but it's come to a point where acceptance is the only key to happiness. To accept is not to feel defeated but to just grow in contentment. And the love I gave and I was given was more than enough to handle and overcome anything. Beyond the failures, disappointments, regrets and sadness, love was there. And it was enough.

There is surely that uncertainty come 2014 - a lot of changes here and there but some constants, too. As always, we can choose to either sulk or have hope that it will be a bright year ahead. In the end, things will be certain and it will be perfectly clear.

Life has its own way of knocking us off our feet. Sometimes, we just tend to focus on the bad instead of seeing it in a positive viewpoint but that's step one to success. Get disappointed, feel bad about it but never forget to get up. Never lose hope because at the end of our days, our lives wouldn't matter if we never even knew how to hope. 

So, the waiting continues. In the meantime, I'll be grateful I have this one person I can count to always be there for me, to love and support pour toujours. Je t'aime beaucoup! <3

Despite the gray areas of 2013, let a new book begin with bright-colored pages, ready to be filled with memories of love and gratitude. 

Have a memorable and fantabulous 2014, everyone! Godspeed! 

[sas-g]

Someday

Merriam-Webster's Definition:

some·day \ˈsəm-ˌdā\

adv.

at some future time

Such a simple word yet so many beautiful meanings and implications arise from it, at least for me.

Possibility

Even though it cannot happen yet, we remain open to the possibility that someday, it will. Someday, we will make it happen. Time allows us to mature ergo, what is absent now can be made present soon. Someday.

Waiting

Because we know there is that possibility, we become patient so much so that we are willing to wait. Waiting is difficult especially when one does not know what he's waiting for. However, it is in this act that allows us to cross the lines - to transcend and overcome our limits. Because even if we know we will suffer and get tired of it, we hold on to that possibility and to the chance that someday, we can obtain our heart's desires. Someday.

Hoping

Hope here is never treated only in a diluted sense where we expect our wishes to come true and believe these would happen. It is not something like optimism that expects results in the end but rather, it never demands/provokes/dares anything.

Hope can only be possible when despair is evident. It is despair when one waits for the unknown thus, we begin to embrace patience and in so doing, we hope. Because there is no insistence, real hope relies on the faith of it happening someday. In the passage of time, I hope things will be better. Someday.

Promise

Though uncertain and indefinite, someday somehow connotes a promise that it can/will be. With the waiting and hoping, a promise forms from the possibilities that time offers. Time gives us that sense of fulfilling something we haven't done in the past and so we have that unsaid promise. Promises exist because of our understanding of the future. As such, someday provides that sense of letting everything be in its own time. In saying "Someday", I have opened myself to having faith and hoping (refer to the description above) in my promise, fulfilled or not.

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Someday

(music and lyrics by Sassy Guerrero, © 2010)

If there's one thing I regret

Since the day that we met

I've never been truly honest

Feelings were kept hidden

Words were left unspoken

That I've already fallen

Refrain:

but will it still work out

knowing you're gone now?

I'll make a new plan

take the chance

Chorus:

Someday, we'll have the courage

To say those 3 words

Truth should be told

Someday, we'll fight for what's right

To stay with each other

Be together forever

someday

If there's one thing I know

There's still that tomorrow

To try again and mend what's broken

Cherish those memories

Create our destinies

Yes, love's full of mysteries

(refrain then chorus)

Bridge:

I'm tired of hiding and waiting

Let's make today the beginning

Of something worth lasting

Coz if truth be told right now

I love you's not enough somehow….

I never wrote this song with all these in mind. In fact, I'm quite surprised I captured love with just one word: Someday. While writing, I just remembered this certain someone who remains to be an inspiration and voila, the song came to be.

So, to you, who made this song possible: Thank You. Happy Valentine's Day.

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Feel free to download it on my Soundclick page sometime in the afternoon. :) (For some reason, I can't upload the song right now.)

[temporary] ceasefire.