Thursday, February 08, 2007

when confusion strikes again...

What is there to do when every alternative presented to you becomes confusing..? Of course there are still options and answers to problems... but because of time constraints, nothing much is left for you.

Why can't every person be appreciative of one's effort? Why can't some people be patient enough to realize that there are priorities other than what should be done? And why can't destiny make our roads meet again?

I have already been wanting to greet someone for God knows when but no matter how I try, it seems that the Lord wants me to wait even more. I just remembered this certain person the other night...realizing that time indeed flies so fast that it has almost been a year since we talked.

Too many walls have been built in between us.. too many dreams have been shattered around us.. If I seem to give up and still never win, deep in my heart.. I know the strength is within.

Time has almost healed the wounds; still, the memories will forever linger and bring back the should've/would've/could've been's.

There's no easy way out for all these confusion. I really need answers.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

de-stressing

Today has been truly a stressful day.

We had our first ever Molecular Fabric, Lec Long Test and it was really, really confusing. It had 15 complex chapters for its coverage; unfortunately, I wasn't able to finish reviewing though it pays to carefully listen and understand the professor's discussion beforehand albeit the vague ideas that he often teaches.

It was exhausting, to think that it was a Modified Multiple Choice type of test (60 items) and the topics were those that I wasn't able to review that well. Nevertheless, after that nightmare, we tried reviewing the questions to check our answers and luckily, I got at least a sure 10 out of the 60 (not yet the exact score)...pretty much sums up the degree of difficulty of the test and the subject as well.

On a lighter note, I'm so glad that it's over. Next in line will be the lab works for tom and the SA Nueva Ecija Trip. Hoping that it'll be an exciting and peaceful experience.

And after all those stressful tests and serious class discussions (talk about eco), the twins attended the Service Awards for the Loyola Schools. I was flattered to have been invited by the awardee himself, from being THE most sought-after SA professor to becoming a close friend, [Sir] Jerry Apolonio.

Congratulations and cheers to the many years of magis and cura personalis, Sir! (oh sorry I meant Jer.. hehe.. im still trying to get used to it :p )

All the endless hirits and those jokes continue to cheer me up and relieve me of the stress caused by acads and all. Thanks for the company and the tawanan, twin and Jer! hehe.. looking forward to more of those bonding and kwentuhan moments with you both! And hopefully the others might join us as well!

Laughter is indeed the best medicine especially when one is mentally stressed. :)