Monday, July 31, 2006

a random thought

Just a thought:

Don't wanna be forever blue, 'coz I deserve some love that's true...finding it the hard way and wishing for it everyday... I guess I was wrong to WANT you.. coz I'm afraid, I'm afraid to be forever blue...



**And by the way, this is such a nice song.. especially during those rainy days. Go figure.

Have to study now.



Friday, July 28, 2006

drained. dead tired.

So many things to do, so many deadlines to meet.... yet so little time for all of these.

Aside from the academics, orgs and other extracurricular requirements are also very demanding of time. Damn. Not to mention, the NSTP also consumes A LOT of my free time as well as my rest and study time. Oh well, I guess almost everybody feels the same way! Then again, we have to comply with these. There's nothing that we can do about it.

Sometimes it crosses my mind to just stop thinking about the hell of all these.... unfortunately, I just can't for a lot of reasons. I simply just can't.

It's like I feel I have this obligation that if I don't meet my own objectives, I feel weak and pathetic. I think I'm not deserving of any blessing that God gives me. I know it's just me who's really torturing myself, but I don't have any style of disciplining and putting order in my life..

Oh God.

The stress-o-meter is about to explode.

I have to focus now. FOCUS. That's more like it.

I'm off to doing another work. No rest for me until this semester ends.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

"beware"

I don't really know if this is true but hey, better watch out. We don't want to risk our lives just because of some chocolate.
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BBC NEWS
Cadbury salmonella scare probed
An investigation is under way after Cadbury withdrew a million chocolate bars which may have been contaminated with a rare strain of salmonella.

The company says the recall - while the Food Standards Agency and the Health Protection Agency investigate - is precautionary and that the risk is low.

But a bacteriologist says there is no safe level for salmonella in chocolate.

The possible contamination has been traced to a leaking pipe at a Cadbury's plant in Herefordshire in January.

Samples were sent to an independent laboratory after the leak was discovered at the Marlbrook plant, and the montevideo strain of salmonella was identified.

Government watchdog the Health Protection Agency (HPA) confirmed the strain and, a week ago, the Food Standards Agency (FSA) was alerted.


AFFECTED CHOCOLATE PRODUCTS
Dairy Milk Turkish 250g
Dairy Milk Caramel
Dairy Milk Mint bars
Dairy Milk 8 chunk
Dairy Milk 1kg bar
Dairy Milk Buttons Easter Egg 105g
10p Freddo bar

On Monday, Cadbury officially informed the FSA of the possible contamination of the seven products.

The 250g Dairy Milk Turkish, Dairy Milk Caramel and Dairy Milk Mint bars, the Dairy Milk 8 chunk and the 1kg Dairy Milk bar are among products affected.

The 105g Dairy Milk Buttons Easter Egg and the Freddo bar were also affected.

'Precautionary measure'

Cadbury's European president Matthew Shattock told BBC Radio 4's Today programme the recall decision was made after the FSA revealed there had been an increase in the number of salmonella cases this year.

"We decided to conduct a precautionary recall to reassure our consumers and the public at large to minimise any confusion as to the quality of our products," he said.

Salmonella is a common cause of food poisoning but the montevideo strain is very rare.

There have been 45 cases in the UK in the last four months, compared with just 12 in the same period last year.

But a Health Protection Agency spokeswoman stressed that at the moment there was no evidence for a link between the increase in cases and the Cadbury recall.

The levels are significantly below the standard that would be any health problem
Cadbury spokesman

Mr Shattock said the firm was "absolutely satisfied" its products were safe to eat.

"We identified a problem early. We corrected it and fixed it," he said.

Cadbury said the levels of contamination were "significantly below the standard that would be any health problem".

It said people who had eaten one of the affected bars should not be worried about the risks but could contact the company for a refund.

However, bacteriologist Professor Hugh Pennington of Aberdeen University told BBC News that the only safe level of salmonella in chocolate was "zero".

"The fat in chocolate actually preserves the salmonella from the normal intestinal defences, so you don't have to eat very many salmonellas to get infected.

"It's about a thousand times less than if you're eating it from traditional sources like meats," he said.

The factory at Marlbrook generates 97,000 tonnes of milk chocolate crumb every year.

It processes 180 million litres of fresh milk, 56,000 tonnes of sugar and 13,000 tonnes of cocoa liquor annually in the production process.

The crumb is transported to other sites at Bournville, near Birmingham, and Somerdale, near Bristol, to be blended with cocoa butter and turned into milk chocolate.

A Cadbury spokesman said the company had been manufacturing chocolate for more than 100 years and always treated public wellbeing as its "highest priority".

Story from BBC NEWS:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/1/hi/uk/5112470.stm

Published: 2006/06/24 16:22:46 GMT

© BBC MMVI

Friday, July 21, 2006

hell week still not over

Thank God I'm still alive after this very very tough week.

This was the first time in my college life that I've had my long tests per subject for almost everyday! My only rest was Monday, but Tuesday was for Botany Lab, Biostat for Wednesday, Botany Lecture last Thursday, and the most terrible schedule was Chem, which was at 7:30 a.m. today (Friday). I cannot imagine how I managed to remain "alive" albeit the miserable schedule and heavy load.

At least I'm half-way done with all these. I still got History to worry for Monday's long test and perhaps finish reading and documenting my Biosystematics exercises for this coming week.

On another note, I'm thankful that I still have time for some extra-curricular activities. I'm glad that I'm still included in the ADS and perhaps ((AMP)) as well. I'm hoping for the best about my COA Executive board application and also for either LEaD or ASLA applications.

And oh, before I almost forget.. it's really amazing how our biostat professor returns our long tests right after we took it! Thank God for the bonuses, I managed to ace my first Biostat long test. The Lord is truly amazing.

Lastly, I hate it when NSTP really consumes all my time every Saturday and how ADS would schedule a meeting/training this Sunday because it can't be during Saturday because of this NSTP that's allotted for Saturday also. Oh well.. this is required so I've got nothing to do about it. One word to best describe all these: MAGIS. (Haha, what the heck.. if that's really followed by the norm)

That's about it..for now. Until next time.

Friday, July 14, 2006

alas, the joys.

I cannot let this day end without writing something about it because it was just one of the best days one could ever ask for whenever one is in the state of too much pressure and stress.

Don't you just love it whenever things go your way? I know that not everything can be of one's control, but at least for some of those stuff- they would be definitely good.

Today had been one hell of a day had I not received the rewards God bestowed on me. This was the FIRST, AND CAN I REPEAT, FIRST time that I had skipped class- which was Chem 7 at 730 in the morning. I just wasn't feeling well not to mention the fact that I was already 5 minutes late. I had to CUT this class and I was prepared of missing anything even if that was a quiz basically because I wasn't really feeling PREPARED; albeit my cramming of the homework that I just knew the night before. Did this ever happen to you, when you just don't want to go to this subject and you ARE NOT really WILLING to attend it so much so that you DID NOT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED?? That was what I felt for my first subject.

Yeah, you might say it was a pretty much GREAT START for a NEW DAY. I had my Biostatistics subject right next to Chem, which started at 830 a.m. I think I was late for a minute but fortunately, thank God there was no quiz because the assignment was answered correctly (we had a deal that if the hmwk was answered incorrectly, then we would have the quiz). And in the latter part of the class, we had this "contest" that would give us the PLUS 5 POINTS IF WE ANSWERED FIRST AND IF ALL OUR ANSWERS WERE CORRECT. Thank God, we were the first ones to pass the paper and we just had to hope that all our answers were correct.

Anyways, after that biostat class, our history was really A-OK. Sir gave us back our papers about the movie and I was not expecting for a high grade but when he gave me my paper, I just had to shout and express my happiness at the back of the room on my seat (exclaiming that God has been so good to me) and what have you. I was really happy to get the ALAS I wanted.

Biosystematics was really tiring because we had to explore the forests and the inside world of the Ateneo vis-a-vis create a documentation that would provide evidence for the scientific names we were about to study.

All in all, this day gave me those thrills albeit the pressure that I was experiencing because of my HELL week starting on Tuesday until Friday next week.

I thank the Lord for such day. It was indeed an awesome one.

Have to take a nap now...au revoir.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ecstatic and euphoric.

This is the first time that I've ever felt so relieved and ecstatic.

When it was announced that there will be no classes tomorrow, I JUST HAD TO SCREAM MY HEART OUT AND SPREAD THE WORD.

God is so good. I really love Jesus. Here are just some of the things why I feel God has been giving me so many blessings:

1. Botany lecture was cancelled because of certain reminders from our professor. (I needed this time to practice my debate speech)

2. Chem long test was moved to Friday next week instead of this week's Friday. (I hated that but oh well..at least I have lots of time for studying)

3. Classes were suspended today at 11:30 am so I didn't have my PE class anymore in the afternoon! (This meant more time for ADS essay and research)

and LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST

3. CLASSES ARE SUSPENDED for tomorrow, Thursday, July 13, 2006 FOR ALL PUBLIC AND PRIVATE SCHOOLS OF THE NCR, CAR, & REGIONS 1-4. How amazing can this be!?!?

I had really been very very hectic these past few days. Hooray for these news. More time to study, more time to relax, and more time to enjoy these blessings God has given us!

Thank God.

Monday, July 10, 2006

what you won't do for love

I guess you wonder where I've been
I searched to find a love within
I came back to let you know
Got a thing for you and I can't let go

My friends wonder what is wrong with me
Well I'm in a daze from your love, you see
I came back to let you know
Got a thing for you and I can't let go

Some people go around the world for love
But they may never find what they dream of
What you won't do, do for love
You've tried everything but you don't give up
In my world only you makes me do
For love what I would not do

My friends wonder what is wrong with me
Well I'm in a daze from your love, you see
I came back to let you know
Got a thing for you and I can't let go

But then I only want the best it's true
They can't believe the things I do for you
What you won't do, do for love
You've tried everything but you don't give up
In my world, only you makes me do
For love what I would not do
Makes me do for love what I would not do
just check Bobby Caldwell's song: What you won't do for love. I just realized this song's relevance in my life even though I've been hearing this ever since my mom introduced it to me when I was in high school.

Au revoir.