pagnanais

minsan mahirap magbalatkayo
mahirap ikubli ang totoo para bumalik ang
nakasanayan. may pagkakataong matapos--
nasisiguro ko ngunit hindi pa panahon.
Mga nakawiwindang datapwat nakabibighaning
alaala -- mas naiisip tuwing Disyembre.

Na makapiling at makamit, kahit sa sandali
ang panahong nais balikan. Umasa magpakailanman.

Matatamis na ninanais. Mapapait na pangarap.



Masarap lang talagang magsulat ng mga tula't sanaysay lalo na't malamig na ang simoy ng hangin :)

are you..? will you..?

If I was down
Would your arms lift me up
to higher ground
With just the strength of your love

If I was lost
Would I find something in your eyes to lead me home

And if it all went wrong
Would you be there to hold
It's easy to be there through the good time
But when the times get hard
Would you stay or walk away

(CHORUS)
Are you gonna be there when the rain comes
Are you gonna be there with a warm touch
Can you swear you'll be there with a real love
Are you gonna be there
Will you stand by my side through the bad times
Through whatever will be will you still be mine
Will you stay in my life for a lifetime
Are you gonna be there
When I need someone to hold
Someone there for me
Are you gonna be there

Be in my world
If it should all fall down
Will you be there
Be there to turn it around
Will you still care
Can I depend on you to see me through this life
And if it all goes wrong
Will you still make it right
It's easy to be there through the good times
But when the times get hard
Will you still be on my side

(CHORUS)

There with the arms to hold me
There with the love I need
Will you be there
Heart and soul I need to know

Are you gonna be there
Are you gonna still care
Are you gonna be
Will you stay by my side
Are you gonna be mine
Are you gonna be there

(CHORUS X 2)
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only time will tell. i always see you yet i just don't know when that moment will come.

Let it find its way.

those pristine trains...

He is a man. He is an artist.He should know that the great aim of every human being is to understand the meaning of total love. Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves; we simply awaken it. But in order to do that, we need the other person. The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feelings with.
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Profound desire, true desire is the desire to be close to someone. From that point onwards, things change, the man and the woman come into play, but what happens before-- the attraction that brought them together--is impossible to explain. It is untouched in its purest state.

When desire is still in this purest state, the man and the woman fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.

When people feel like this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not let slip a single magic moment, because they respect the importance of each second.

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i really enjoyed this sem break. Though i did not have the rest i needed, it was still the break
i wanted; and you know what i mean. :) Thanks to the people who were there to listen and were just present during the 2 weeks.

And regcom friends, it was definitely the best prep/work days ever. More bonding time, alright?! I'll post the pictures soon. :)

to the special people in my life [whahaha you know who you guys are], we'll definitely go out anytime during the second sem. I'm sorry i was so busy and had no time to party and bond this sem break. marami akong ikukwento sa inyo.



Feel the adrenalin rush.